"Kita tidak akan berhenti menyesal sampai kita mengetahui hikmah di balik itu .."
Pesan itu yang ingin ku sampaikan khusus untuk sahabat yang tlah menjadi kakakku sendiri ..
Air mata tak bisa tertahankan lagi, aku hanya bisa menangis dan tak ada kata yang terucap, aku sedih ketika dia menceritakkan apa yang sedang terjadi dalam hidupnya, aku hanya bisa menangis ..
Sekilas memang hidup terasa tidak adil, tapi .. segala yang terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya, dan itulah yang paling susah dicari ..
and for once, i don't know what to say ,,
"Ya Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang, ampunilah dia ya Allah, tabahkan hati dia, berilah dia penerangan dalam hatinya untuk melihat makna ketentuan Mu yang sebenarnya .." Amin .. Amin ..
1. My close friend *i call him brother*, injured his knee while dancing (clubbing), so he has to be immobilize for 2 weeks, i want to visit him but i really have a full 2 weeks schedule even on weekdays *see .. i wouldn't even have time for me*, so i try to keep contact with him, but he hasn't respond at all, so there's no news about him now.
the thing is, what's happening to him right now, i think it's karma and i'm not the only one who thinks so. Well, he was avoiding his duty as Moslem, he was lazy and all that, he was also lazy about school but he's very excited about clubbing, and now you know what happened. Now, he's being immobilized and he couldn't go to pray at mosque and clubbing and school. It is karma ..
the funny thing is .. the same thing happen to britney about 2 years ago *if i'm not mistaken*, she fell when she was shooting a dance sequence for "outrageous", but i'm not sure if she cracked her knee.
2. talking about Britney, have you seen her on 2006 AMA? all i can say is "THANK GOD BRITNEY'S BACK !!!!" she looks so dang sexy.
3. now back to friend .. my friend has returned from NZ, he called me but i didn't pick it up since i put my cell on silent mode, i haven't returned his call, but i've sms-ed him, he's one of the nicest , friendliest, and respectful friend. Not like my "big brother" *read no.1* who like to tease me and get me angry.
tuh kan kak! karma lagi ..
Kelly Clarkson, the first American Idol sent me a birthday greeting ..
Thanks Kelly ..
18 November 2006 .. today is my 18th birthday ..
I celebrate it with some of my close friends on Escape Theme Park, it was great we were having fun, but towards the end, i turned quite .. it's not because we're going home but something else that i don't really know exactly .. something has made me sad on the inside and a little angry too, but i think it was because one of my friend, in fact it was because .. i don't know .. i'm not sure ..
i haven't seen my parents and my two brothers since way early this morning .. but my mom called me to wish me happy birthday ..
suprisingly, two of my friends from yangon and bangkok have wished me happy birthday, but my closest friend who i regard as my big brother forgot to wish me happy birthday, it was sad that he was one of my friend who came to theme park but he wasn't even remember to wish me happy birthday until i told him that he hasn't wish me happy birthday ..
anyway, it was not really the happiest day of my life, or the best birthday that i've ever had .. in fact i don't really have "the happiest birthday", not even once .. and it's sad .. really sad ..
it wasn't the best day for me, but at least mickey mouse and owen wilson share the same birthday date as me, britney spears' 4th album (In The Zone) was released on the same date as my birthday three years ago, and now Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes is wed today (i think the ceremony is still on) ..
well, i'm tired and i have a long day tomorrow so ciao for now ..
updated : my friends from Russia and Malaysia also wished me Happy Birthday .. thanks guys ..
It's a very sudden and it's kind of a sad news that Britney has filed for divorce.
Why do i think it's sad. She's risked her career to save the marriage, everyone thought she was insane for marrying Kevin, and she tried to deny it. She has a 1 year old boy, Sean Preston, and recently she just had another baby boy, Jayden James. She has two little baby and she has to fight to gain custody of them. It's like, she never stops suffering, that's why i was really upset when i heard her fans didn't approve her marriage, Britney was feeling happy then, we should be happy too. Now that she's divorced, we can't say "In Your Face!", we all know that love is blind, and that's exactly what had happened in Britney's life.
To Britney,
I wish you all the best,
Love you always.
as i promise, here's the new layout to my blog (not my multiply) ..
well, at first i thought i'll make my own, but i'm so busy right now and so i decided to use a template made by someone else, but ofcourse i edited a few things ..
no shoutbox now, because the comment section is active again now, so if you want to leave comment just click "people in the crown heard my word" in the bottom of every post ..
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