i'm having this feeling that someone has been constantly come to my blog, i have no idea who, but if it's true, please tell me who you are, at least leave a trace in the tagboard/shoutbox or comment on something .. I would really appreciated that
By now, we all know that Britney has shaved her head. Right now, it's the most talked event in the entertainment world, and only one question remains in our mind, "What was she thinking ?"
It's not a secret anymore that I'm a big fan of her, but what most people don't know is just like some people, I've been trying to figure out the way she thinks. She's really unpredictable in a lot of ways and it's very hard for me to figure out her "mind pattern".
The first time I read the news that Britney has shaved her head, one thing crossed my mind, "It's a rebirth !", so I made a post that I posted on BE and my multiply, and I made it quite clear that it's a symbol that Britney is turning over a new page in her life, but I'm starting to question my remark, and now I'm thinking, was is just a game ? was it meaningful at all ?
Honestly, I didn't see it coming, but someone did, someone has seen beforehand that Britney's lost. That someone is none other than Christina Aguilera, Britney's former fellow mouseketeer. Christina had tried to help Britney, but I don't think it went well.
So, now I can only say, who is she ? who is Britney Spears really is ? I hope time will answer that question ...
This is my first love story. I was really young then, I was a junior high student to be exact. On my first day of school, I met this girl who then became one of my best friend at school. She likes to share her feelings with me, it almost felt like she regarded me as her older brother. I wasn't thinking that I was in love with her, but then I started questioning my feeling towards her, "Am I in love ?"
I couldn't answer that question until three years later, when I already moved to Singapore. I realized that all this time, it was more than just friendship for me, it was my first love. I was too late to say anything to her, we were never in touch again, but until now I still love her, because she's my dearest, love, and heart.
That experience has affected me in a lot of ways. I was never as indecisive as I used to be. I appreciate time even more now, because every time I think about her, I realize that we can't never turn back time and undo what we've done but we can repair it by being the better us.
When I parted with her for the last time, it became a very meaningful event in my life, I will never forget it, not even in a million years. We were both in tears, holding to each other really tight, afraid that we might never meet again. The word "Good bye" has never felt so difficult to say. Now, I tend to wonder, If only I realized my feeling earlier, I wonder what would happen. I just have to live my life to the fullest right now and hope for the best.
Dear My Love,
In the day when love blooms , I want to say I love you ..
In the day when love is free , I want to say I need you ..
In the day when love is you , I want to say I want you ..
I'm not with you in this special day, 'cause I know it isn't real , but if only I could turn back time , I would made you my valentine .
Happy Valentine's Day Dear My Love ! My Love and Soul will always be with you !
today, i don't feel like confessing about anything, instead let's just talk about my blog's entries.
i don't know if any one's noticed that some of my entries were related to intuition. Intuition is something that i like to talk about or perhaps a word that i like to mentioned. You know, i believe that all of us have intuition, but the strength of intuition might vary, some have strong intuition and perhaps we like to call them as psychic, for me , i believe that my intuition is quite strong, I'm not a psychic though, but at times, it can be really strong but not clear, so i would know that something is going to happen but i don't know what so i can only make assumption. It's proven .. you can see it from my entries, for example, one of my entry was talking about this great bad feeling that i had, i said that, it has never been that strong, so i made an assumption, and guess what .. i was right.
When it all came true, it's not surprising since i kinda expected it. Nowadays, my intuition is strong, and i don't really like it, but on the other hand i kinda like it, complicated really, i just don't really know what to think about it.
There's one day that I'm not going to forget, the night on 18 November 2006, it was my 18Th birthday, my intuition was telling me that something big was going to happen, and something happened, something big, something bad that i would never forget.
Writing has been a big part of my life. It's the first
thing that I want to do when something is happening.