lots of things that I want to talk about but I don't know who to talk to. I was counting on my fellow teen helpers but they're not available right now. I try to talk with my friend in New Zealand, but I don't really want to disturb him with phone calls and text messaging.

Some of my close friends has offered to be my shoulders to cry on, but I avoid that since, honestly it's about one of them.

I actually have to ask for my teacher's advice for one of my problem. It's the first time that I actually almost cried in front of a teacher.

It's really getting too much for me, I can't bear it alone, so I decided to share one of my problem or should I say, one of my biggest worry to one of my best friend, but I ask that friend not to say a word to anyone.

Seriously, I really need someone to talk to ...