It took me quite a while to finally decided to use this template. I thought it wouldn't be right for me to use this template as the contents of this blog are mostly, sad things .. you know .. but hey, it's not like I don't want to change.
Anyway, I've been hesitating to write something here for sometimes now, I don't know exactly why, but something deep in my heart keep telling me, don't write anything here for a while.
Something big is bothering me, it's a mix of feeling, I feel everything from sad, worry, resentment, all these bad emotions and more. But for now, I won't write it here, maybe someday I will, or maybe never .. we just have to see, how everything will turn out ..
*Update : I've switched back to the old template.
Writing has been a big part of my life. It's the first
thing that I want to do when something is happening.