I miss him, a close friend who has time to hang out outside the school, a close friend who always call me every night to chat, a close friend who is there for me. All of that stuffs that I like about him have gone almost entirely, the ironic thing is, we haven't even graduated yet, but it's almost feel like we are already living in two different worlds.
Everyday I pray to God, to bring him back, the old him, the old close friend that I can rely on. For now, God hasn't answer my prayer yet, but I hope someday, one day, God will answer my prayer and he'll be back, we'll be back, and we'll have fun again like old time. At least for one day, I want feel like old time again, because I think he's unlikely to keep in touch with me again. So God, at least just one day.
I already miss him a lot, well we're not a couple, but he's my closest friend ever, and I'm feeling that we're growing apart, and I'm afraid that we're growing to far apart ...
Writing has been a big part of my life. It's the first
thing that I want to do when something is happening.